Randoms

This post is going to be all over the place. 

I'm warning you now.

 ~I had my follow up appointment Friday to check for follicles.

I only had 1.

It was still measuring small. 

I go back Tuesday to see if it has grown.

I'm hoping another one will have popped up. 

~I was really upset Friday after my appointment, like, broke down sobbing on my way to work.

I have cried a lot this past week. I'm naturally pretty sensitive, but this is out of control.

I don't know if it's the stress of everything going on, or the effects of Clomid, but good grief.

 ~We have started packing and it still doesn't seem real.

I am so consumed with this cycle, the fact that in one month we are moving 

a few thousand miles away hasn't even really sunk in. 

I see boxes all over our apartment, and I still don't "get it"!

~Thursday Lily walked up and gave me a big hug and I just held her as long as she would let me.

I started crying. (odd!!!)

I only get two more weeks of big hugs and kisses.

This aspect of moving has hit me.

I can't believe I don't get to spend my day's with my favorite girls anymore. 

~When I bought my car last year it was because car seats wouldn't fit in the car I had.

I just assumed that when I took the girls' car seat's out it would be because 

we were having a baby and I would be putting their car seat in my car.

This clearly isn't the case.

And now the car I bought to accomodate car seats will be empty in the back.

I know it sounds stupid, but I just thought this car would always be full of kid's. 

Guess not.

~I want to get the girls a little something special before I leave.

I just have no idea what to get them.

They have every toy known to man! 

Any idea's?