Sunday, July 10, 2011

It Hit Me

Tonight on my drive home from my parents house it hit me.
We are moving a billion miles away from them.
I have know this,
but tonight it hit me like a bitch slap in the face.
I started crying, and crying, and sobbing.

What have I done?
I know why we made this decision, but right now it's hard to focus on those reasons.
I can't help but think that I can't just get in the car and drive 40 min. 
up the road and be at my parents or sister's house. 
Now, I have to get on a plane to see them.
I hate to fly.  Have I ever told you that?

I can't believe I am moving in five weeks. 
I couldn't wait for this day to get here fast enough,
and now I'm hoping time will stop for just a little while.
I told T that I will be spending the next five weekends with my family.

Mom, Dad, Sista & Sista Freak, 
If you ever read this just know I will miss you more than you will ever know.
I love each of you with all my heart. 
More than you will ever know.
Now, move to Texas so we can all be together! 


  1. Aww... I remember the feeling. It sucks. But it'll all be OK with time!

  2. Can you just move to Sacramento? its much easier and still in California.
    oh and flyings fun, just take vicodin and all is well.


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