It Hit Me

Tonight on my drive home from my parents house it hit me.

We are moving a billion miles away from them.

I have know this,

but tonight it hit me like a bitch slap in the face.

I started crying, and crying, and sobbing.

What have I done?

I know why we made this decision, but right now it's hard to focus on those reasons.

I can't help but think that I can't just get in the car and drive 40 min. 

up the road and be at my parents or sister's house. 

Now, I have to get on a plane to see them.

I hate to fly.  Have I ever told you that?

I can't believe I am moving in five weeks. 

FIVE FLIPPIN' WEEKS.

I couldn't wait for this day to get here fast enough,

and now I'm hoping time will stop for just a little while.

I told T that I will be spending the next five weekends with my family.

Mom, Dad, Sista & Sista Freak, 

If you ever read this just know I will miss you more than you will ever know.

I love each of you with all my heart. 

More than you will ever know.

Now, move to Texas so we can all be together!