2WW

Has time stopped? 

I certainly feel like it has.

Days are dragging by and feel like weeks.

Knowing that in less than two weeks I will know if I'm pregnant feels like a lifetime away.

Why can't time speed up?

It doesn't help that I am consumed with thoughts.

Am I pregnant? Am I not?

Did I/we do something wrong?

Can I get in one more cycle with Dr. Morales before we move?

Can we afford to do IUI next cycle?

What was that feeling? 

Should I be feeling anything? Should I not be feeling anything?

How early can I test?

OMG. 

This is what I do all. day. long.

I teeter back and forth between being positive and being realistic.

On one hand I can't help but think of all the amazing things that 

will come along if this cycle worked.

But then I snap back to reality and tell myself not to get my hopes up.

If my mind could just shut off for a few weeks, that would be amazing.