Monday, April 30, 2012

Deja Vu

I could just copy and past the post from last month
and save myself the fun of typing it all over again. 
Here is the Cliff's Notes version:

10dpo: BFP
11dpo: BFN
BFN confirmed this afternoon by blood test

Like I said, deja vu. 

I'm depressed, angry, and bitter among other things.
I don't understand what keeps happening?
Am I doing something wrong?
Does my body hate me?
How long is this roller coaster going to continue?
Are we wasting our time and money?
What happened in the past month I could have done differently? 

I just want to scream. And cry. And scream while crying. 
This just isn't fair. 
Infertility is the cruelest. 
Pardon the f' bomb:


  1. Oh, I'm so sorry, Jenn. IF sucks so bad.

  2. Pardon my F-Bomb. you're right infertility fucking sucks donkey balls. None of this is fair. I'm so sorry.

  3. Thank you ladies. I really do appreciate the support. :)

  4. Crap. I'm so sorry. This sucks...staying hopeful for you. I do believe it will happen. I hope soon.

  5. Ah, I am sorry. Sending you a big hug from MN. Is it possible it is still your trigger shot giving you the BFP and then a BFFN? Praying for you.

  6. I'm sorry Jenn, infertility flippin' sucks. And all the people that tell you to stop stressing about it, need to shut up because they don't know what it's like. Praying for you!


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