To the RE's office we go.
Thursday is our first appointment with an RE.
She comes highly recommended, which is really important to me.
I have so many emotions about this appointment.
I'm nervous, excited, anxious and hopeful.
I know not much is actually going to happen at our first appointment,
other than discussing our history.
But I can't help but have all these feelings about the appointment and the reason we are there.
I really never thought we would be in this situation to begin with. I doubt most people do.
I'm trying to stay positive, which is something I'm not known for!
All I know is I want to be a mom.
Whatever we have to do to create our family, I'm willing to do.
I'm just dying to know what I actually need to be doing.
I'm hoping soon there is a plan of action.
Because ever though Travis signed "f*ck you" instead of "thank you"
to the girls I nanny for this weekend,
I still know he will be a great dad and I can't wait to start our family.
You guys will be amazing parents. I can't wait to see you as a mom. I know it will happen soon.
ReplyDeleteI am glad you're in the best hands with Dr. M. It sucks that it's come to this, but thank God we live in a day and age where we have the best help and technology available to us.
XO!