Friday, December 9, 2011

It's A Learning Process

Monday I went to my RE for my baseline appointment
so we could start cycle number 4.
How on earth I'm only on my 4th attempt this year blows my mind. 
I digress.
I had my sonogram and knew something was wrong.
My Dr always turns the screen away from you, which drive me insane,
and he never says a single word until he is done with the sonogram.
But he was spending an awful lot of time on my left ovary. 
Sure enough he told me I had two very large cysts on my left ovary.
Which means we will be sitting out another cycle.

I was not happy in the least bit.
As it was we were only going to be able to use Femara this cycle,
as I have to have one more failed attempt without injectables for insurance to cover them in the future.
And given that as of the first we have a huge deductible to meet again,
I was upset and pissed.

By now you would think I would know that anytime I try to plan things,
they end up going the completely opposite way.
I'm pretty sure God is trying to tell me no matter how hard I try to control everything,
I really have no control over anything. 
I'm learning. Slowly but surely.

Hopefully we can start our next cycle sometime in February. 
Maybe 2012 will be our year?


  1. I am so sorry you have to sit out a cycle. 2012 is going to be your year!

  2. I am so sorry Jenn. I know this doesn't help right now but, I wanted to let you know I responded the best to just femara (aside from IVF doses of meds). Hoping and praying it works its wonders for you!!

  3. Damn cysts. You've got my prayers that 2012 is your year Jenn. I'm so sorry you're going through all this right now.


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