Friday, December 30, 2011


I only have one hope for 2012...
Please make us parents. 

We have made the decision to try IVF this year.
It probably will not happen until a little later in the year. 
We need to save up some money first. 
So in that time I'm taking care of me in hopes of giving us the best chance possible at getting pregnant.

I'm going to stop being a lazy ass and take advantage of the gym here at our apartment complex.
I've got to do something good for myself, 
and I know losing some weight would really help.

I haven't talked about it in a long time, but I suffer from anxiety.
Sometimes it's really, really bad.
Like, I cannot function bad.
So, this week I have a Dr.'s appointment to get some help.
And meds.
I need to get this under control now and stop putting my body
through such extreme stress and panic attacks. 

I just really, really, really want to be a mom.
I'm willing to try anything to help my chances. 
If you have suggestions, please let me know!
And if this doesn't turn out to be our year to get pregnant,
at least I will know I've tried everything I can and given it our very best effort. 


  1. I am here for you every step of the way!

    And, how about a visit in 2012? No Feb Hawaii trip! I wanna come out!

  2. I know how you are feeling Nenn, I do. And you have got my best thoughts and prayers that 2012 is your year for an awesome blessing (or two?!). Hang in there my friend!

  3. Oh, I just hope hope hope that this is your year. And I can't wait to (internet-style) celebrate it with you and watch it happen. ;)

  4. Thank you so much ladies! Don't know what I would do without your kind words and support.

  5. I just came across your blog and I felt like I was reading my prayers on this post. My hubbs and I have been trying for a year and I had endometriosis and uterine polyps, which was removed in nov '11, and now we are starting all over again and still nothing (sorry if TMI) just felt like sharing with you since you have shared with us. Thank you for speaking up for the rest of us who are trying too. May Heavenly Father bring you a little blessing soon!


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