Job, What Job

If I am being honest,

as thrilled as I am to be back home in California,

it has been rough.

And I mean R O U G H.

I still haven't been able to find a job. 

It's killing us financially.

And it's killing me emotionally.

This time has made me look and question every career 

decision I have ever made. 

I've questioned why on earth I spent over $40k on a college degree.

I have cried, and cried, and when I thought I couldn't cry any more,

sure enough there were more tears. 

I have yelled, screamed and uttered every 4 letter word there is. 

I have sent out at least 90 - 100 resumes. 

 Nothing makes you feel worthless like nobody wanting to hire you. 

This is certainly a season of growth for me. 

I don't seem to be handling this season well. 

I'm ready for it to be over. 

Obviously I need to get over whatever feelings I have that I'm 

too qualified or too good for some jobs. 

I don't know anything that is as humbling as this experience. 

I have three interviews tomorrow. 

I'm praying an pleading with God that at least one of these offers me a position. 

Please pray for me or send some positive thoughts my way. 

I would greatly appreciate it.